You are not too far gone
Does God Forgive Addiction?
Yes. Fully, freely, and not reluctantly. If you are asking whether God forgives addiction, some part of you fears you have finally done something that used up His patience. You have not. The whole message of the Bible is that God's mercy runs deeper than our worst, and that He is far more eager to forgive than we are to ask. If we confess our sins, Scripture says, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. All means all, including the things you did while you were using, including the times you swore you would stop and didn't.
“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”1 John 1:9
“There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.”Romans 8:1
“As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.”Psalm 103:12
“Come now, and let us reason together, saith the LORD: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.”Isaiah 1:18
Let's be honest about this
Let us name the fear honestly, because it is common and it is heavy: you may believe that addiction is different, that repeated failure proves you are not really sorry, or that grace is for other people's cleaner sins. None of that is true. God is not weighing whether you have failed enough times to disqualify yourself; He is not keeping a tally that eventually maxes out. The same passage that promises forgiveness was written to people who kept struggling. Forgiveness is not a reward for finally getting it right. It is the ground you stand on while you are still learning to walk.
What's really going on
There is a difference between forgiveness and freedom, and holding both matters. Forgiveness is instant and complete the moment you turn to God; it is His to give and He gives it. Freedom, the actual breaking of the habit's grip, is usually a process, often with help, sometimes with setbacks. Do not confuse the two. A relapse does not undo your forgiveness or send you back to the start with God; it is a wound to bring to the One who already loves you, not evidence that His mercy expired. You are forgiven while you are still healing. That order is the good news.
Where freedom actually comes from
As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us. East never meets west; the distance is total. This is what the cross accomplished: Jesus took what you could not carry so that there is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus. He does not forgive you at a distance and leave you to fix yourself. He forgives you and then walks with you into freedom. Though your sins be as scarlet, He says, they shall be as white as snow. That is not sentiment. That is a promise sealed in blood, and it holds for you.
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Questions people ask
What if I keep sinning the same way over and over?
God's forgiveness is not rationed by the number of times you fail. Jesus told Peter to forgive seventy times seven, and God is not less merciful than He asks us to be. Each honest return to Him is welcomed, not resented. Keep coming back, and let Him work on the freedom over time.
Is forgiveness the same as being free from the addiction?
No, and it helps to separate them. Forgiveness is given fully and instantly when you turn to God. Freedom from the habit is usually a process, often needing help and community. You are forgiven while you are still healing; do not let a slow recovery make you doubt a full pardon.
Do I have to be clean before God will accept me?
No. That gets it exactly backward. You come to God as you are, in the middle of the struggle, and His acceptance is where the healing begins, not its reward. The Bible is full of people He received before they had changed anything. Come now, not later.